Its been a long time, but I thought I would update this thing sometime...

I got a new page now its on MySpace....

My user name is Ken...Like the Doll

So look me up if your interested.

inspire me to write this”

Hey its been a long time since I wrote on this thing. I have finally gotten some stuff straight in my life. I am trying to start from scratch and work my way up, things got just too messy with work, school, and balancing became surivival.

I realized people are there for you... but you really need to be there for yourself. Most times I felt that I should put others before my own deeds, thoughts, or wants....but now...I realize that that wasn't the best ideas at times. It is a good thing to do it, but I mean come on...you have to admit that sometimes or should I say most times people over look what you scarife. You probably know what i am saying....like You  stop to do this task that you normally don't do for anyone else, but they think it is quite common, so then what you did isn't that special anymore...

In life I try to see when some one else is doing something special for me, but most people don't take the time to realize what special things are out there most times because they are focused on there problems and are blinded by there own task....I am not saying doing others for is bad....but is it worth it? To do something for someone else and only you know how special it was...but to know that only you know its good and everyone else blow what you did off???...I guess its part of life's lesson.....I guess.....

Suicide...

If you think you hit rock bottom...then you know that nothing can get worse, and everything else can only get better...

If you haven't hit rock bottom then you know that there are still things that haven't gone wrong and you still have some stuff to look forward to...

So....what  is the use for Suicicde there are always better things out there...

I know this is an old pic but whatever....'

Tonight should be a fun night its been chilled around here, and I met alot of new people, my roomates are good guys so i am not worried, plus there is always something to do, I had to do was make new connections and just have it for Frostburg only... lol... yea I have a way of forming new groups and it going on without me...but anyways...yea so tonight is game night so POOL hall should be open ... cant wait...